Damn you.
I
greatly detest my dad D:
I shall not use that 'h' word.
That would sound
abit childish.
Unreasonable and unlovable. AAAH.
Why did he ask mum why she initiate the quarrel
when he was he frigging one who began the disagreement?
Screw that.
Its just an hour of wait okay.
Its not 10 hours.
And what time is money.
shit that.
You have big businesses to take care of is it?
What crap money you want make.
Mom pays for
every meal we have.
From like, the first time i ate ._.
Im not kidding.
You just have to pay for the carpark.
& you think you drive us here very wei2 da4 uh?
Pui ah.
Hello, there is something in this world called
public transport.
& its 45 Cents for me,
and at most $1 for mummaye.
No need to
waste your fuel,
as you said for a gazillion times.
Let me be honest.
I fishing hate your damn attitude.
You think you very big isit.
& this detest is not borned overnight.
When i was in P4/5,
we had to do the reader's theatre thing.
My friends came over,
you gave that fucked up doolan look.
What crap is that?
You make me lose face in front of my friends,
and you say that quarrel/disagreement just now made you lose face?
You have face I don't have is it?
Don't forget okay.
On that day you did not just give that crap face.
You
walked away,
went to some frigging place.
OKAY?
That is not very polite.
Nor did it make you feel better.
It made my friends uneasy.
My mum felt even more uneasy.
Mum once wanted to divorce with you, bastard.
WHO was the one who dint approve?
and now who is the one that is creating this damn chaos.?
& tell me dude,
can you even name five things that you've bought for me?
I bet you can't get past two.
Mum's been providing me with everything.
Textbooks, daily pocket money, gadgets.
EVEN the PC okay.
AND HELL, your wage is almost twice as hers.
DO you have a face.
HUH.
Your literally living on my mum.
Not very nice.
But thats how i'll describe it.
You can beat me man,
I'd grown to be used to it.
okay?
You have zero that I'm afraid of.
What can you do?
Scold me?
Punish?
Slap?
wow dude.
13 years of that.
I'm sick of that.
This might seem like a childish sulk,
but i know better.
So does mum.
You wont read this anyway.
right on.
On a lighter note,
mum agreed to pay HALF for my iPod nano !
AAAh.
Woohoo.
See, uncle, its her again.
Not you.
You'd not done anything for me.
Think, then.
What have you done?
Bought me food?
Thats one.
Okay, go on.
Can't think?
& you expect me to do everything for you.
For gods sake, you make me wash your dishes,
mop/sweep
your room,
buy food for you,
do everything.
Are you dead?
Are you crippled?
okay, back to topic.
iPod nano 8th Generation, 8Gb is S$248.
So i shall start saving $124 :D
i shall prepare a counting down section at the sidebar -->
I want the silver one :D
http://store.apple.com/sg/browse/home/shop_ipod/family/ipod_nano?cid=AOS%2DDGM%2DSG%2DAA0000087122I shall update wishlist picture later :D
Thank you so much mum :D
Theres choir tmr :D
I actually gave a smiley ._.
Coz interview's over.
OH i sucked at the interview.
The sheep and lion question i was like,
Huh?
LOl.
I suck at talking. Right on.
Tuesday's performance D:
stagefright ._.
I'm at the side O:
exposed ._.
I shall see huiqi and hazel as chopsticks ;D
ooh,
i shall start my morning running regime(?) tmr.
Tmr's schedule;
6.00am/ wake up.
6.30am/ go to reservoir.
6.45am/ run!
7.30am/ buy breakfast.
7.45am/ eat. (while kellyclarkson youtubing ._.)
8.15am/ bathe.
8.25am/ pack bag.
8.30am/ change/get ready.
8.40am/ go out.
9.30am-12.30am/ choir
2.oopm/ reach home.
I shall start saving tmr!
I'm stoked :D
Tuesday is 8am to 10pm O:
& I guess i'll be going home on my own on tuesday,
after cultural potpourri, after 10pm ._.
Thats sad,
but I'd not make that b- think that he's important with his damn car.
I dont care if i reach home at 12.
Theres nothing on wednesday anyway.
Peace out.