#227 dont feel right somehow .
I dont feel right, somehow .
Why do I get the feeling that i'm not welcomed anymore?
Thinking too much? No i dont think so .
I seem extra alr . No one wants to bother me anymore?
I dont feel like i did in the past . those times .
no its not corny . its so true .
Somehow, i think people detest me now uh .
they dont show interest when your talking .
Cant help but wonder what i've done .
What did i do?
Now i know how angel and the usual people feel ;
its .. not nice .
no im not sympathetic . not to them lah please .
Just that, i feel weird. very weird .
I feel .. on my own .
no one cares what happens to me?
they dont give a damn .
its kind of awful? they boh chap you .
a peculiar sense of anger.puzzlement.helplessness
weird . plain weird .
this strange feeling is not consistent .
it fades sometimes. for a while .
But after that while i find that things change - again .
the same heck-care-feeling .
its not.nice.at.all.no.
I seem out of place .
But i have nowhere to belong alr .
Its my only realrealrealreal close group of people .
But the feeling - .
Its hard to describe .
I try to make things right .
It doesnt work - at all .
Nothing changes .
I hate myself suddenly .
Why must things turn like that?
Loneliness is shit .
Sucks more than science and maths added tgt.
If this is puberty then shit you go away .
I feel empty .
I feel crappy .
I feel that im a piece of useless ugly shit .
I feel flummoxed .
I feel alone ..
Please tell me im imagining things .
No, i wont live with this .
Too hard .
Tell me it aint true .
Tell me your are just acting .
Just a lie would do .
Please .
蔡依林 } 一个人从皮包里抽出我们的照片
沙发又移到客厅的另一边
晚饭后你可以多抽几口香烟
已经没有什么人会埋怨
今天阴天 今天又是星期天
唯一的打算是醒得晚一些
反正我不知道怎样打发时间
出门或不出门 没差别
一个人 到底应该是右边或左边
两个人 每一次争吵都值得纪念
一个人 偶尔感到寂寞在所难免
你的气味 还留在枕头边
一个人 我重新适应一切不方便
两个人 不一定就成全一个世界
一个人 关灯看见记忆的横切面
没有光线 过去那些情节 更明显
今天阴天 今天又是星期天
唯一的打算是醒得晚一些
反正我不知道怎样打发时间
出门或不出门 没差别
一个人 到底应该是右边或左边
两个人 每一次争吵都值得纪念
一个人 偶尔感到寂寞在所难免
你的气味 还留在枕头边
一个人 我重新适应一切不方便
两个人 不一定就成全一个世界
一个人 关灯看见记忆的横切面
没有光线 过去那些情节 更明显
更明显
