this post is long
and contains materials not for childish children
who complains to teachers .
parental guidance is strongly advised .
so if u are those type of shit people.
GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE AT ONCE .
-if urs one of those, u'd not care anw-
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IM SERIOUSLY FCUKED UP .
i take back my previous post,
saying dat i dowan to be the bad guy .
id rather be the ohsobad guy
RATHER THAN
to be deprived of muah ONCE happy life
with chong mark and dior .
IM SUCH A FCUKTARD.
ok i shall not bother.
IM A FUCKTARD.
WHY DO I FEEL ANGRY NOW WHEN THEY CHANGED?
I SAID I WONT MIND .
its ironic i tell you.
all those stuff have been piling on me.
n i behave like a fucktard?!
WELL I SHOULD BE .
COZ IM FUCKED UP.
FUCKED UP AND RETARDED PEOPLE
ARE FUCKTARDS.
and im one of them .
and did i heard her saying that if she heard complainS
den she'd change.
FOR GOODNESS'S SAKE.
ITS ONE BLOODY COMPLAINT .
and it was THOSE peepo hu wanted to change
NOT US.
yr purpose was to LET THEM CHANGE.
NOT US .
they were also talking.
NOT ONLY US .
so wud did u do?
scolded us.
NOT THEM .
asked us to shut up
NOT THEM .
changed the BLOODY FUCKING SEATS
NOT THEIRS .
BROKE US APART.
NOT THEM .
GIVE SHIT REASONS.
NOT TO THEM .
WHY IS IT DAT U HAVE TO ZHEN1 DUI4 US?
NOT THEM?
do you know how it feels?
do u even bloody KNOW?
ITS LIKE HELL ON EARTH OK .
wud do u treat us as? huh?
put us tgt .
we bonded .
den change us
WHEN WE DUNT WANT TO
AND ITS NOT OUR FAULT.
SHIT CRAP .
n to those hu want complain to __ or w/e
go ahead.
its crap .
if i carn stand it, i post it.
im fully responsible.
but let me tell you this ,
i dunt care wud happens,
this is my personal blog,
i have the say.
i dunt care wud u say,
i have the right,
so shut the fuck up .
if i seem a lil harsh on my words,
i apologise.
so wuds the use of splitting us up?
so dat we wont talk?
if dat is it,
yr plan is shit.
u said "inter-shouting" was rude.
well there u have it,
u created an inter-shouting possibility.
and oh wud a brilliant plan.
"haha bernard are you gonna cry?"
for wut im asking u.
for wut.
WUT CAN I SAY ?
SO WUD IF I CRY.
NTG WILL HAPPEN.
AND I DUNT CRY, FOR NO SHIT REASONS.
i dunt cry on the outside. ok .
we all dont.
we are all SEVERELY DEPRESSED .
we cry, on the inside,
not for u to see,
but slowly u will realise,
that yr desicion is WRONG.
will i cry?
answer is , yes.. on the inside.
so let me ask u then,
how would u feel when yr best fren
had been kidnapped
and killed.
smile?
wow . yahh so its for yr own good?
if yes then i dunt hav anithing else to say.
and u say
"u can still talk to chongee during recess or lunch wud!"
OH WOW!
BRILLIANT!
THANKS FOR REMINDING .
WoW i hvn thought of that!
i hvn tot that u will say such things that is.
so u live only during recess and lunch
and die for the rest of the day?
wud good does it do you to change the bloody seats?
n wud good does it do to us?
pay attention?
pay attention when i spend 3/4 of the time
trying to figure out wud chong is saying
using sign language that is like so far away?
NO .
it makes matter worse.
and WHY DO U REJECT HAZEL'S PLAN?
do you know dat we spent time to discuss,
spent time to negotiate with people
to get the perfect seating arrangement,
so that u will not hav to worry,
so that u wunt have to do it yrself.
so that oneone will bond better.
when its finally done,
WHY DONT U EVEN GIVE A LOOK?
WHY DUNT YOU APPRECIATE?
WHY DO YOU DO THINGS AGAINST OUR WILL?
WHY DO YOU WANT TO BREAK US APART?
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO BLOODY CRUEL?
WHY?
why do you leave us disappointed everytime?
we reduced our volume during english lessons
BY A HELL LOT.
BUT U DONT MENTION ABOUT IT?
juz dat one or two peepo were talking
AND U CHANGED IMMEDIATELY?
WHAT IS THE BLOODY PROBLEM WITH THE
OLD SEATING ARRANGEMENT?
and mark was IN FRONT of chong
ms wong said
THE BOY ON HIS LEFT.
OI!
LEFT.
DO YOU KNOW YOUR PREPOSITIONS?
L . E . F . T .
<- THERE
NOT ↓
which of the word do you not understand?
SO HOW THE HELL DID THEY TALK
consistency is wrong
HEY? U R A HISTORY TEACHER??
*shall end this topic*
then have to settle relationship problems
did massive tagging on haz's and both of their blogs.
N THE REASON FOR THE START?
THE CHANGING OF SEATING ARRANGEMENTS.
(and im bak to the bloody topic)
if YOU had not changed it,
we would not had been emo.
if YOU had not changed it,
there'll be no comments frm us.
if YOU had not changed it,
THEY WOULD NOT HAVE RELATIONSHIP CRISIS.
IF YOU HAD NOT CHANGED IT,
NOTHING WOULD HAVE HAPPENED.
SO WHY DO U HAVE TO BE SO EVIL?
WUD IF THEY DUNT PATCH?
YOU BROKE THEM UP
WITH YOUR OWN HANDS.
WHY THE HELL DO U HAV TO BE SO GODDAMN EVIL?
u noe, i once tot dat u were nice.
yes . WERE .
but i was wrong, i guess .
wuds done is done.
we cant do anything.
u wont do anything.
great.
now you're happy.
good for you.
but let me tell u that if we're not happy,
u wont be.
cuz u will in turn hav uncooperative peepo
who are emo .
ive said wad i wanted to say.
and i hope that u will know that we are not
a least BIT happy.
and we hope that u would do sth about it.
yes, thank you.
time heals all wounds?
lets hope that its true.
no more funnybern.
wads left of me is nothing but a dying soul.
im sorry if i appear to be mad/upset.
if u feel like punching me, go ahead.
maybe that'll make me feel better ?
or at least that'll make you feel better.
thanks for making our life difficult.
for us and for you.
bye .
Swallow me and spit me out
For hating you i blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No i don't cry
On the outside
Anymore.
- Kelly Clarkson, Behind these hazel eyes .
